Have you ever done anything that you’re afraid of?
- Started a new job?
- Asked someone to marry you?
- Asked someone to prom?
- Had to give someone some bad news?
- Taught a teenager to drive?
- Said goodbye to someone you love?
We’ve all been there. We’ve all been paralyzed – or nearly paralyzed – by “What if?”
- What if I fail?
- What if I can’t do it?
- What if they say “no”?
- What if they have a wreck?
- What if they never speak to me again?
We all know that life is hard sometimes, and there are going to be times when we have to overcome the fear and act! As we mature, hopefully, we learn to do hard things in spite of the fear!
But, then, there is a deeper fear. Confusion, disorientation, “what in the world is going on” kind of fear? It seems that every week, if I so desired, I could stand up here and preach about some other event that has disoriented our worldview.
Someone – someone important, someone influential – has said or done something that we have never heard before.
Something that we have rarely seen has happened. Something we thought we might not ever see – or, at least, ever see again.
We are reaching unprecedented levels of our use of the word, “unprecedented.”
This week’s event (or events)? Nuclear threats and violent racial protests. It’s the 1960’s all over again. How do we live in a world filled with such fear? Some of us remember the days of the Cold War, bomb drills at school, fall-out shelters, the Soviet Union and their menacing leaders Khrushchev and Brezhnev. Some of us remember newspapers full of pictures of violence, most right here in Alabama. Pictures of fire hoses and German Shepherds.
Yesterday, it was the Soviet Union and Birmingham. Today, it’s North Korea and Charlottesville.
How did our parents live a life of faith in the midst of such deeply frightening challenges? How are we disciples in a world full of such fear?
I sense that most of us just “hunkered down”and waited for things to get better, or just calm down. In the face of a potential nuclear holocaust, what can you do? In the face of such fearsome hate, its easy to hide!
Some of us protest. Some act on behalf of the oppressed. Some Christians risk their lives to create a world like Jesus described.
Some of us risk and some of us play it safe.
In terms of today’s scripture, some of us “jump in the water” and some of us “stay in the boat.”
Right then, Jesus made the disciples get into the boat and go ahead to the other side of the lake while he dismissed the crowds. When he sent them away, he went up onto a mountain by himself to pray. Evening came and he was alone.
Meanwhile, the boat, fighting a strong headwind, was being battered by the waves and was already far away from land. Very early in the morning he came to his disciples, walking on the lake. When the disciples saw him walking on the lake, they were terrified and said, “It’s a ghost!” They were so frightened they screamed. Just then Jesus spoke to them, “Be encouraged! It’s me. Don’t be afraid.”
Peter replied, “Lord, if it’s you, order me to come to you on the water.” And Jesus said, “Come.” Then Peter got out of the boat and was walking on the water toward Jesus. But when Peter saw the strong wind, he became frightened. As he began to sink, he shouted, “Lord, rescue me!” Jesus immediately reached out and grabbed him, saying, “You man of weak faith! Why did you begin to have doubts?”
When they got into the boat, the wind settled down. Then those in the boat worshipped Jesus and said, “You must be God’s Son!”
When we read this passage, we usually give Peter a hard time for sinking. We join in with Jesus, “Oh, yes of little faith . . .” But what did we expect? He’s human, for goodness sake! Humans do not walk on water!
Preachers have forever decried his lack of faith; focused on the sinking, rather than the attempt. That’s not news! That doesn’t warrant a whole sermon! I might as well preach about the “sin of Gravity,” and how we should all overcome it and start floating!
The sermon-worthy event in this passage is that fact that Peter got out of the boat at all! He’d been suffering through a fearsome storm all night long! In the early hours of the morning, he saw an unprecedented sight – a man walking on the water. Well, it might have been a man. They thought it was a ghost.
In the midst of all that confusion and fear, he hears a familiar voice calling, “Take heart. It is I; do not be afraid.” And for one second, Peter thought he could do anything! Even walk on water!
When is the last time, in the midst of paralyzing confusion and fear, we heard Jesus’ familiar voice calling? When it seems like our “boat” is about to be overcome by a storm of violence and hatred, have we ever heard Jesus calling, “It’s okay. It’s me. Don’t be scared.”?
I’m absolutely certain that we have heard that call. But have we done anything? Twelve disciples heard the same call. Only one did something.
What he did seemed crazy – to the other 11 in the boat. But for that split-second, Peter didn’t listen to his fear. He didn’t even listen to common sense. He listened to Jesus.
And, usually, we focus on Peter’s choice once he got in the water. “Believe and walk” versus “doubt and sink.” But, look at the choice he made seconds before he hit the waves.
Peter could jump in the water and swim, or he could stay in the boat and sink.
It’s all about vulnerability and risk. The choice we face comes before we hit the water. We can risk the possibility of getting wet, or we can stay in the boat and never know.
When we hear Jesus voice over the storm of fear, we have a choice. The boat or the water. The boat is safe, but the boat is sinking. In the boat, where we are afraid to risk. In the boat, there is no joy. In the boat, we just hope to survive, but never flourish. In the boat, we try to numb the fear.
The waves are dangerous, but that’s where Jesus is; that is where he calls us. Peter risks. He is vulnerable to his fear, like we all are. But that fear, that vulnerability, is where faith is born!
We can “get in the water” – act, stand up, reach out, love the ones the rest of the world hates. Jesus is there to save us when we sink.
In the risk lies our faith.